Don’t know what started it but I had a bit of a meltdown today.. missing my dad, my sister and my brother. Maybe it’s the thought of visiting the gravesite in the near future that’s messing with me.. cried last time I was there. The tears came w/o warning.
Feeling alone at times, kids growing up fast and it’s not easy to think about their futures. Too much things are weighing in the balance lately, change can be good but going through change is NOT fun!!
I realized today that I found Terry McDermott’s music right when I needed it after my brother Paul’s death. He sang the stuff on the voice that my brother would’ve loved,and the Driveblind songs that I discovered were exactly what I needed to hear, especially Autumn Red, Guide my Hand etc… God is good, he gave me music for what was in my heart!!
If you’re struggling with loss today, just know I’m thinking about you, praying for you. You’re not alone, and you can get through this I believe that!!!
From my heart to yours, take care and God bless you!!!!